What the **** is wrong with me? :/?

i think that the right girl will come only in time. you are only 16. i didnt fall into a steady relationship till i was almost 17, im still with the same guy and im 19. It might actually be a good thing that you arn't in a relationship. you can actually focus on school. when i was 16 i was dating boys and my focus wasn't on school anymore. I seen my grades fall and everything. You sound lonley :( Maybe you should just hang out with your friends more often and find things to do that will distract you from the bad feelings you have.